Lyric turn Poetry...

was suppose to write lyrics for a friend. instead a poem came out...

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tell me the words that i once said to you,
to hold you in my arms is all i want to do,
you are my little shining star in the great dark sky,
shining down my path of life..staying close by.


i will always remember the way you smile,
and how you laugh and play,
every smile you gave to me completed my day.
and as i held your hand and pray,
and look up into the sky,
i pray our love will forever stay,
and our heart will never die.


i dreamt a dream of a falling star,
and made a wish when it flew past,
i said please give me strength and hope
to make our love forever last.


and when u cried, the sky turn grey,
from your sadness and your pain,
but keep in mind i'm always here,
to shield you from the rain.


and when i am down you stood by me,
u held me close and said,
i'll do anything to make you smile,
but please dont go away.


But life is cruel to you and me,
it took your wing and let you fall,
i held you hand as long as i could,
till there was nothing more.


the pain was deep it broke me down,
i want you back so bad,
i would give my life to you,
too see you smiling back.


i wish so hard on a falling star,
and prayed for you to return
to hold you in my arms so tight,
and never let u burn.

my soul is empty and cold inside,
i'm lost without you by my side,
your face is all there is in my mind,
your heart is all i can find...




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NUmber One !!!!

No matter win or lose always remember...







YOU ARE ALWAYS NUMBER 1




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Sunday morning Rain is Falling

Sunday morning, been raining since 11 till now. I like this weather, cold wind blowing, the sound of heavy raindrops falling to the ground and making that *Piak* sound. Nice weather to just sit back, relax and empty that mind of yours. Home alone, facing my laptop with the sound of birds chirping outside my window after a long afternoon of rain. The sky is still dark but the rain has slowly gone down to just meer raindrops. =) I would love to spend my entire life in a country with this kinda weather throughout the whole year. will update with a poem or two. Until then, keep a smile on that face and a song in your heart..


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__Summer Holiday Ends__

Well..my summer holiday will be ending soon...got more then enough of timeout after a year of hectic studying + assignment + whole lot of LoL'ing in class with friends..haha..gona miss those times la...we live to laugh and along the way we learn a lot of things... unfortunately i cant continue my university life with u all in Apiit/UCTI d la...going INTI subang..lol..nearer..:(...so here's a re-cap of my first year in college in Apiit/UCTI Bukit Jalil...

APIIT/UCTI


1)morning wake up..



2) go class



3) night mamak



4) sleep



5) repeat step 1 to 4



LOL..that is my daily routine...haha..k la..letz talk more on the detail....one thing i was thankful for was having johan..thiru..and praga (b-u-t-t-e-r-f-l-y) as company during those boring evenings and nights in the apartment...i spent 5 days a week in the apartment which has no internet..and being myself who grew up using internet everydae...i was desperate to get bak home every weekend to go on9....and i burn the midnight oil during the weekends..getting information for assignments and of course online gaming..(sry..addicted sikit..) So we at the apartment found a way of passing the time...by playing a card game called BIG2 or also known as Chor Dai De.. (spell wrong i think)...we learn to play from johan and got addicted to it....we spent every minute of our time sitting at the mamak playing BIG2...while waiting for our food..we played...after finish makan..we played...in a couple of weeks time we(me and thiru) became pro's...lol..we lepak from around 8 to 11+ every night...dun say we no life...cause for us..that WAS life...T.T......after that..mahjong.....X_X...finish mamak go up play mahjong.......so 2 things i learned in my first year in college was BIG2 and MAHJONG........ >.< (jk)

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so on to college.....Apiit/UCTI has alot of international students...and i mean ALOT...i think there is more international students then local students...which for Apiit means alot of $$$$....the cafeteria before this was very small...could only fit like 100 students max...and with intake every 3 months..how to fit la.....long line + warm + packed with students...during lunch time u can see that the cafeteria looks like those charity foundation giving out free rice and clothes to victims of earthquake in china..(kesian those victims of china's recent earthquake..)....and well...Apiit also have students from CHINA...didnt really get to know them much since my class did not have any students from china...but their way of speaking mandarin is totally different from the Chinese ppl here....we try to talk like them and the next thing u know our tougue tie a knot d...i got a feeling they add the alphabet "R" behind every Chinese words...so when we say "WO AI NI".....they say "WOR AIR NIR"..(i water you)...lol.............................anyway later on they moved the cafeteria to a bigger spot..which is much better....and cooler..but after it moved..the food price oso move.....up......=_='''...duno why....haha

The elevators in the college is extremely slow..duno why..but i think thats because it is hydro powered..(from the toilet pipes..) :(......everytime u reach a floor..the elevator goes "DING"....but u have to wait around 7 second until it stops and open its door....sometime it took so long to open i thought the elevator stop d and was gona press the alarm button asking for help...lol......


and my class..UCFF0705...great bunch of friends...friendly..open minded...and silly..:)....and my close friends....wei chun, kam weng, yee long, kok how, Dennis, chin ming and of course hon ming..haha.. .u guys have been great..every moment was full of laughter...even when we try to be serious...one person open mouth oni all go L0L d... :D ....great having u guys as assingment partners as well...and of course...our first sem DRAMA...lol..it was so (omgwtflolbbqrofl).....will always remember u guys.......

and of course to the foosball team ....daniel and vakar...haha..fun playing foosball with u all la..thanks for teachinghow to play and scoring non stop into my goal =_='''..always bully me at foosball table.. :( ..but foosballing has been fun with u guys :)


anyway i end my post here...next stop....INTI...../gg.....see u guys.....will post up pics next time la k

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..We both Knew,,yet We live a lie..

A needle in the heart,
no matter how many times u pull it out,
it still manages to find a way back in,
and u cant ignore the pain,
for the pain from the heart does not heal fast,
yet it would either be a sharp needle,
or it would be a soft cushion,
if its a needle,
you either pull it out with your own hands and break it in half,
or you leave it inside and and pretend it doesn't hurt,


She gets prick and cries in the silence,
as days turn into months,
the needle is push deeper,
making the wound larger,

and pretty soon the needle will reach its core,
go deeper it shall no more,
only the way it came in from can it go out,
and forever forget what love was once about.

as she cries silently,
she waits for one to pull the needle out,
and to heal the oh so deep wound,
and to make her whole once more.

love is a like a unique story,
we write the start,
we live the story,
we determine how it end.

but yet becoming one is not becoming one at heart,
two souls bound together by Love but Love itself destroys all.
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The author closest his book of Fate~
and bids a final farewell to his friends~
and to his beloved~
and smiles for One last time~
and ends the chapter..














writer's note : it does not rhyme..which is really not my style..i will edit it next time..
enjoy it

___The Mirrors of Life___

She seeks the truth of her life behind these walls,
her grieve and anger that led to her fall,
slowly she walks alone through this quiet hall,
slowly her spirit dies as she seeks the voice that calls.

Behind her anger there is a wound so deep,
sadness from her heart that she could no longer keep,
as she scream in silent her heart was reap,
as her wound deepen she started to bleed.

She walks through this hallway with sadness and fear,
but there was always one who stood beside her,
he whispers slowly and gently into her ear,
to let her know that he is always here.

Together they walk creating memories of the past,
together they created something that will forever last,
for them time stood still in an hour glass,
as they look out at the world that was changing fast.

Yet tragedy shows when both found happiness,
taking him and leaving her in sadness,
she cried and plea for him to return,
yet her cries was unheard and her plea was spurn.

She walks alone now in this empty hall,
following the the sound of the voice that call,
she walks into a dark room, she stumbles and fall,
she cried as she waited for the end of it all,

She opens her eyes to the sounds of laughter,
a voice she once knew that told her together,
"i love you and that i will always remember",
"even in death i shall love you forever".

In the room hung a number of mirrors,
each showed the memories of him and her,
of good and bad times they spent together,
telling her to always remember.

These mirror tells the story of their life,
from the moment he met her,
to the end of his life.

The voice that called was his voice from above,
telling her to cherish the memories of their love,
he held her hand and showed her all,
and guided her out of these sorrowful walls.



-Leonkam-







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____Concert Worth Remembering______

Xin Bu Liao Qing - Video courtesy of Ho Sze Kent -(kene)

Blog invaded! Muahaha.

Muahaha. I just ate a Kinder Bueno. *sticks out tongue* Nye nyenye nye nye~

No, this is not the owner of the blog. In case you were wondering larr. 'Cause some people is just so blur. This is a sesat-ed girl who apparently found her way to this blog. Lalala~ So, I just had my lunch. Two burgers and a cup of apple juice. And a bar of Kinder Bueno. Hmm. Now, I feel like eating ice cream. Be right back. *runs to fridge*

I'm back. Pistachio ice cream rocks. So, anyway. I am given permission by the owner of this blog (Thanks, Kam!) to blog because apparently, he has no idea what to blog anymore. So, since my blog is like full of crap, I have decided to crap here instead.




This is from the girls toilet of SMK Raja Mahadi. Yeah, I had so much time ponteng-ing class, looking at the walls of the toilet. Got inspired by it so, decided to blog about it la. I don't know whether the guys entered the toilet and scribbled all these on the walls OR the girls have a very colourful vocab. Either way, I'm not really surprised la. I mean, it's Raja Mahadi larr. Famous for their amazing discipline and gang fights. Girls also get involved in fights. Seriously. I saw a girl fight once. Pulling hair, slapping each other, screaming like it's the end of the world. And I tell you, damn high pitched la their screams. Sharper than the trumpet's high Ti. Ish.

I wonder why all this people have to insult other people in the toilet. I mean, tak ada maruah ke? Pergi tulis in the toilet. Low standard insults. Write larr somewhere that has a little more standard. Like on tables or class walls. Or go to that person's blog and spam in the chatbox. But instead, the toilet. Aiyo. Sad case people. Lifeless pigs. The guys toilet isn't that bad. Yes, I entered and used a guy's toilet before. Actually, guys' toilet are much cleaner compared to the girls'. I wonder why. I always thought the girls are the much cleaner kind of species. I think this happens in Raja Mahadi only lerr.

Okay. I feel hungry again. I feel like eating Maggi Mee now. I guess, that's all la from me. If you still don't know who this person is, you are REALLY blur. Sad cow. =)

This is Suefyenn. =D Meeow.


Cheers, dudes and dudettes!

Suefs

....Forget Not....

this is a video of the the band during practice.....enjoy it..the original wan which also includes the competition performance is with cathleen...if you guys want to see the competition video u guys can get it from her....

__Land Of Forgotten Memories__

Memories are important as they remind us of what we once had,what we once did.

The fun, the pleasure, everything is kept inside these cherish memories.

We learn from the past and prepare ourself for the future ahead yet this memories are not to be forgotten

They act as a guidance and teaches us. I once heard someone say,

"Embrace the present as it is the time that god has given to us, that is why it is called the "Present".

A wonderful gift from God that can never be replaced.





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