..How To or How Not To..

Been long since i have updated my blog. Been busy working and well, nothing interesting took place in this couple of week, so there was nothing for me to blog about.aha. It's 3.13 in the morning now and i am not yet asleep which is normal since i kinda have insomnia. or maybe i choose not to sleep. T.T. ......


So here is the topic that i will be blogging about, Have you ever had those moment where you were happy just being with someone and it meant so much that just thinking back those memories put a smile on your face. =) Moments that mean so much to you that you wake up every morning and the first thing that comes into your mind are these perfect happy moments. And just thinking about it brightens your day.


But one day you have to make a choice of letting that someone go. Not having that certain someone in your thoughts upon their request. The Hardest part of it all is to hear them say " Forget about me" or "I am not good enough for you" ," I will only make you sad in the end".
And you try hard to fulfill their request with a heavy heart, only to hurt yourself so much in the end. But you hide all the pain within you and somehow carve a fake smile on your face to keep others happy. Letting yourself get hurt is a better choice then Hurting that person.


And those happy memories turn into sad painful ones. Thinking back will only add to the pain of what once was and what it is now. And slowly you feel a distant form in between and how you once treat each other, how you once show your care for one another an no longer be seen. what exist now is only a form of greeting and saying goodbye.




Last Over Vast Eternity




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